"My trip to Ladakh was not planned. It happened when my dear friend Shruti asked me to join in, since she was travelling to Ladakh to explore the last of the three Aryan villages, namely Gharkone, Darchik and Dah Hanu.
Ladakh’s mountains, rocks and the river Indus are full of magic. While the geology is fascinating, it is also brutal. One must get used to the thin air and the biting cold.
Our first night was at the village Phyang. As i looked at the tall poplars swaying in the cold breeze against the backdrop of stoic peaks and a clear dark sky, i had a yearning. “Mother!” I called out “Mother” but really didn’t know who i was calling out to. Often it is Mirra Alfassa or The Mother, collaborator of Sri Aurobindo; or Vajreshwari Yogini Devi whose temple is located in the town of Vajreshwari outside Mumbai.
"After visiting the Hall of Fame, a museum built and run by the Indian army, our driver said he would drop us at the Kali temple which was on a hill. The Spituk Gompa! I was elated. This was the same temple about which Tarun and a student Ravi Tiwari had penned an article, a close experience with the power of a Goddess at this place. Indeed the Kali temple and the monastery existed on the same hill, next to each other.

"Indeed, the Devi was and her accomplice statues were kept inside a small room, which was dimly lit in red light. The Devi and her accomplices were covered with cloths, exactly as Ravi Tewari had seen. I sat there for a while, trying to meditate on the Goddess and asking her to help me discover her. “Please show yourself to me. Teach me what i must learn.”
The next morning i woke up remembering a dream. It took me few more days to realize that it was the Devi communicating.
In the dream, i found myself climbing up a short trail of wooden stairs and entered a landing. There was a big mirror in front of me. A little kitten was looking at the mirror. In it appeared the human face of what looked like me, but i was big. Big! The little kitty cat was looking at the Big me in the mirror.
The Goddess was telling – “Stop behaving like a kitty cat! You are already big!”
I meditated on the Goddess once when I returned home. This time i felt her saying – “Get fierce! Get wild. Don’t be afraid to be aggressive. Enough of being gentle and soft. It is time you roared. Be that biggest wave in the ocean. Roar!”
“I will participate in the healing work that you do. But you must grow. Get aggressive and don’t be afraid to be fierce.” Be so, she says.
"I look forward to meditating more intently and deeply to connect with the Goddess forever. Become her excellent instrument in healing. For surely, she heard me when i called out Mother! It never felt as though the trip to Ladakh was random or unplanned. I was called there.
"And so did the Lamayuru monastery where i had an emotional moment. High up on the mountains, their endless trail and the mountain peaks with their breathtaking beauty bring tears. The warmth of bright colors and the sound of the gongs that are ritually played inside the monastery offer solace against the cold and lonely deserts of the region. They reverberate some old memories of strength and resolve, a great love and bond with the mountains.

"When me and Shruti stepped inside the Alchi monastery which is on way to the Aryan village of Gharkone, we felt an overpowering peace and calm, as if it descended from above and bathed us. Looking at the ancient sculptures of Bodhisattvas, we quipped, “How long will we take to attain liberation?” But is liberation really the end or the beginning of the actual journey?
All I know really is this, I called out “Mother” and the Goddess came. I have to stop being kitty-cat. I have to roar.
Thanking Tarun and Celia for being guiding lights to the many of us.
-- Sonia Chauhan, Early 2024,
Advanced Devadhara Healer & Past Life Therapist. Hypnotist & Spiritualist
And Corporate Communicator, who worked for a range of multinationals like MICO.
She is now almost in entirety a fulltime Spiritualist & Healer.
Reexamining Sonia's Encounter with The Goddess, The Growth Process, And The Mysteriousness of The Goddess...

Roughly in 2008, we had taken Sonia in deep and she had seen herself as merging and emerging from The Cosmic Ocean. As her profound encounters with the divine deepened, she also became a depth healer, a soul healer... After years of being corporate manager and healer, roughly 4 years ago, she took the brave step of being a fulltime spiritualist. Some would say "But Sonia, why did you take so long, from 2008 to now?" Well, she and her sister had to be 'Sons' for her parents and provide them with safety, security, love, a lovely home, adding to their parents savings, and retirement comfort...
Time to Grow... After Awakening...
But the deeper reason is that it takes time. Time for what? Time to figure out if vision is wishful thinking or reality. Like Sonia, Swati glimpsed another world, a different order of reality. It took Swati almost 20 years for her to see it was true. Is The Astral World Real? Yes! Yes! Yes!
Nirupa's experienced The Goddess, The Divine Mother & Devadhara Healing but can she immediately stop everything? There are times when something in the experience has facts that compel like Ravi's The Devi, Temple & The Dream. But Sonia's trip to The Himalaya's was not presaged by dream. The Message, Sonia received is glorious, and true. But how believe it? How shake off the illusion ye are sheep. Consider the courage it took Ashwin to share God is A Masseur, A StoryTeller, A Gamer. For yes, it was beautiful, but was it real or just feel good?
Col Sidhu experienced terrifying vibrations as a teen. Glimpse The God Beyond Gods: The TriNetra TriShakti Experience. 50 years later when he met us he saw it was real. And 3 years later he is classic Warrior Spiritualist of yore, literally with weapon in one hand God in the other.
Yes it takes time to go from glimpsing God underlies existence as Amita S did in Living in God. to trusting, believing, hoping and commanding so a cold and dangerous September becomes a triumph for us all. As Ravi Tiwari experienced in Miracle at Kedarnath…
Does God stand only behind a few???
Every time a Devadhara Healer holds his hands out he or she is formally calling on the divine. You are saying to the Universe, not just that God stands behind me. You are saying, "I who am part of God/ Goddess/ Force/ Flame send out that blessing to enter this patient who also is an integral part of the divine." When Elias sent out ghosts day 1 after learning a healing he was practising God. When Amita healed an aunt after a single session of an intractable tooth issue she was marshalling God."
Yes, it takes time to heal and realise healing works. To bless and see blessing enriches. Time to see this is not just pleasantry, not just wishful thinking, this is real.
The Conviction The Goddess demands of Sonia.
The Goddess in a vivid dream is telling Sonia, 'I am showing you my face, so you can know, what you truly are... ' You are divine. For the many of you it has come in different ways. Anita Nair, the celebrated author, a friend and ad-colleague, after her first book had gone to a temple in Kerala. That night she saw a dream vision of a light rising up and blazing down on her. After she related it to us, she carried the conviction a great path was opening up. Or take Pramod, one day, years after it became apparent he would not die in years, out of a terrible auto-immune illness, he tolds us 'The world will see the joy of these extra years'.
But you may say "But the Goddess has not called to me..." Each of you who has learnt with us or consulted us, or seen the divine has seen aura energies, seen secret connections tie you to everything. Each of you during the shaktipat and attunement blazed with inner wisdom... Let that be our Goddess call...
We have withnessed this conviction and seen what it can do. When Suresh The Baby that Played with a 12 foot Cobra!. Did he do it unthinkingly as a child? He now carries that conviction into life, that he can deal with the worst. Turning quiet certainty into a vibrant business. Or take the case where Nishi Saving The Snake... and Myself. When Amita Palat' faced a set of Mafia goons she know she was backed, little did she realise how swiftly and ruthlessly the threat would be eliminated.
So when The Goddess says “Get fierce! Get wild." it is a demand she makes of us all. Now, we are not saying you have to do something that dramatic, as Suresh, or Nishi, or to give up your job like Sonia... carry your conviction, quiet like a Gandhi, or raging like a Muhammad Ali". And wows will happen.
The conviction will be tested.
But with success comes failure. After 3 spectacular healings of incurable autoimmune illness cases we lost a patient. It took years to see he was actually a great miracle. For one day, he came to us and said with great calm, "I am going home". He wasn't just at peace and going home to die. It took 6 months to see he was not just at peace with himself, a great step by itself, but he was a soul talking of going home to God.
God is there in every healing. And not just behind you, or in Sonia. This is most significant for healers and spiritualists... do not look at the ill, the sick, the lost, the broken, the tormented as fallen fools... the terrible problems people have maybet a challenge, concealed in a problem... a Goddess birthed through pain... as in The Unbelievableness of A Healer's Day. And The Primal Goddess.
Yes, we need Time to grow. Time to go from spiritual child to warrior. To go from kitty cat to tigress...
Now there are far too many of you to mention, who have claimed your power and are enriching and blessing the world, as seers, tarot readers, dream interpreters, palmists, astrologers, as martial artists, soul singers, soldiers, poets, jewellers, marketers, homemakers, novelists, financiers, healers, nutritionists, shamans, politicians, astral travellers, earth champions, shakti dancers...
Many who having reached inner depth have gone on to present themselves to the world openly or humbly as divine sparks that bless... Sometimes you & I have hidden who you are and what you are, for that knowledge would spark world turmoil... like in The Prostitute, Priest, Sage & World Saviour...
Who sits in the Temple? Why Visit Church?
And as you stand in doubt, perhaps entering a temple, mosque, cathedral, or ancient cave you may wonder... who is within? Why is Spituk's statue made with blood? for example. And you recall how you looked at the temple aura challenge in True Temple Knowledge: The Unknown Holy Place Seen Through Aura Eyes.

The Mysteriousness of The Goddess...
And as you grow, you encounter the great confusion of God & The Goddess... Who the hell are you? Sonia implicitly puzzles as she mentions a slew like Mirra Alfassa, Vajreshwari Yogini Devi...
We have been talking of the many levels of God & The Goddess... You have encountered a locality spirit like in. The Park Stops Hiding. We have shared with you The Gifts of Forest Spirits: Glorious Sex, Babies, Healing, Life’s Embrace… how Shaktis and Goddesses touch... we have helped you see how cosmic they are as in Welcome to HyperReality & St3ange An9els and you have glimpsed the sheer glory of their planetary action in The Gifts of The Socialist Earth Goddess! you have been granted an introduction to beings who can change or planetary history as in An Ancient Shakti ReEmerges, A New Dawn Rises.
We are, all of us, Sparks of The Divine. That you are reading this means you are being called by the divine to remember that you have lifted your eyes beyond the horizon, stretched and touched with such vigour time, space, matter giggled, cared so deeply human heart becomes a cradle for the cosmic...
In the mirror that is you, a kitten looks at itself... Sonia saw a Goddess... What do you see?
We applaud the step Sonia takes...
-- Tarun & Celia Cherian,
Co-Founders, Creator's Child & Devadhara Healing